It's no fun on the sidelines

Dance tonight :) First one of the year! Hopefully it's not usual skeety Heart, and maybe we could have some nice sober fun? That'd be peachy, kids. I borrowed a shirt from my friend Morgan, (we had a nice little fashion show at ballet last night) and I think I'm going to go curl my crazy hair. Should be a time.

I love spirit week. Tomorrow is clan day! (And to anyone that's reading this, each homeroom in my school belongs to one of six clans, and on clan day you dress up in your clan colour and there's activites and such.) Today was Halloween day, (Lunch- we wrapped Katelyn up in toilet paper and had a fashion show- it was beautiful) yesterday was tight & bright day, tuesday was superhero vs. villain day and monday was G's & Gents day. It's only fun if you actually are all for it, though. There's so many people who don't care enough to take this and just have fun with it! It bugs me. Two weeks out of the year you get to wear something crazy and not get laughed at. Life's too short to stand around and talk about how stupid we look. Look stupid with us! It's much more fun :)

I'm realizing how very different we really are, ya know. I always say to be independent. Not clingy. You're the opposite. You're hang-on-for-dear-life. Maybe you are clingy. Maybe I'm realizing this now. Maybe I'm not okay with it.

Maybe there's too many maybes.

It's just that it's delicate.

Trying out this blog thing :)

More tomorrow.

-J.